gone were the days

im feelin so dead nw...
im nt happy at all... i duno why.. perhaps im juz complicated ba...
i dun like my job, quite a number of times, i almost resign bt i hold bac...

mayb i cant blend into e environment?
or i juz feel so waste of time here...
im doin nth much most of e time, sounds like an ideal job?
its nt... i feel more like a temp staff over here...
so temp tat even temp staff hav more stuff to do den me..
i guessed.. i feel so unimpt here ba...
i drag myself to wk everyday nw...
the me tat used to look forward for wk each day is gone...
im starin at the Pc everyday nw, acting bz...
im tired of tis kinda life. . . .
wat's wid e company policy?
im feel so dead at work... tat everyday was blue to me now...

where's e happy me tat always love workin?