KEN LEE~~~~ tulibu dibu daouchoooooooo~!KEN LEEEEEEEEEEEE

a step closer to mum.

i'm a step closer to mum...
guess what..
yesterday has been a ______ (i don't know how to describe) day for me.

went to a medium at linggi. mixed feeling. my mum... so close to me. yet what i see is the medium face, what i hear is the medium voice. mum... i really miss u..

was on my way home along the north south highway. met a car accident. at that instant, i thought i'm on my way to be with mum. i've got splitting headache! fuck~

senario is like this...
the car infront of us E-brake, so.. daddy managed to e-brake in time too... tt FUCKING BUGGER who DROVE SOOOOO FAST didn't manage to brake in time thus crash onto the boot of the car. FUCK.

that bugger's car.. look at his bonnet! must be driving too fast la.. fold until likdat liao..



heng heng.. i sat on the left side of the car.. the impact was soooooo strong lo. but truthfully, i hope i die tt instant! arghs.. havent been happy since my mum's death.. : ((

like what jenn say.. so near yet so far...
i would like to think of it in a pessimistic way..
so near to mum, but yet still quite far.

it been only like 2 wks from term break and i feeling sianz again.. so fast this time!!!
bOOO...
i hate studyin... i juz wanna slack...
i haf lotsa tings to do.. lotsa proj.. term tests and assignment..
i could hardly breathe.. i dun feel like doing anything atall.. i guessed lazy ppl often haf ALOT of excuses to bring over tml..

i need more self discipline and determination man!!!!
i hardly study.. doing nonsense things everyday..
went to get wallet and its outa stock.. BOOO
i shd haf bought it earlier and not keep procastinating it...

and yea.. happy independent women days~~~~~!!!!!
didnt haf time to post tis few days back..
and yesh.. all NS guys were all staying bac in camp to seek for mas selamat!!
i hope i could find him! den i'll bcum rich tai tai~~!! hahaha..
and guessed wat's e first tings i'd do?
i'll ask him to tear down NUS... HAHAHA

final fantasy break!

erm... im nt stressed anymore.. cuz i nv been moving at all for quite some time.. i guessed tis is wat i called mentally break down.
LOL

i started sleeping like 10hrs a day or more.. watching 4 hrs tv everyday and doing anything under e sun but nt studying. so i beta die faster. else i gonna tkt is shit one more time

and YESH my term break started. i hope Ms XXX wun call me outa nth n ask me maths. tat's kinda irritatin at times. nt tat im super gd lo. im super lousy. bt i still nv start studying. i spend my whole nite n morning playing ps2~~ DAMN FUN.. final fantasy 13!!!
WEeeee WEeeeee. can u imagine i played and wondered why time passed so fast lo..
HAHAHA... i bet my bro would scream at me if he noes i've been abusing his ps2!! lol..

sucks.

quizzes..!
but i havent study!

LOL...

hates studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here's my schedule for holiday! *which dont look like a holiday for me*

22 feb - bbq/ briefing for senior camp
23 feb - senior camp
24 feb - meeting roy/ karen's party/ go home
25 feb - study for power electronics
26 feb - mum's 100th day/ aquax dinner/ study for electromagnetics
27 feb - study for integrated electronics
28 feb - study for integrated electronics
29 feb - go back to ntu for final year talk.
1 mar - integrated electronicds quiz in sch
2 mar - study for electromagnetics
3 mar - study for electromagnetics / back to hall


*arghs...*

I'M A GRUMPY OLD LADY