Tuesday, November 25, 2008

get away trip?

maidens, it been a long long time since we last went for a vacation today. Interested in planning a get away trip or smth??
heee... im tired of exam.. i duno why.. u took so long to prepare and wk reali hard for tat pathetic 2 hrs. and then everything is gone!!! does the outcome reali matters more than e procesS?

Saturday, November 22, 2008

exam blue . .

it been a long long time since i last dived!!! i tink tat's like a yr ago. =(
i'm feeling sick and tired of my life. study study and studying.. i feel like stopping nw, i duno y. i noe its my last sem.. i noe.. bt somehow im more pressurize den b4. i feeling so tired and super relunctant to study. i feel like stopping the run. i feel like standing still.. i cant finished my revision even if i study real hard. i've super lots to study. super lot.. =(
i feel like crying out loud.. but i cant
i feel like crying till dawn, i feel like crying till i fall asleep...
all these are such luxury to me nw.. i;ve to stop my tears and force myself to get bac to study cuz i noe i cant afford to waste any more time. =(
im feeling so... yea i noe half a mth more.. everyone told me tat.. i;ve been strugglin for 2yrs.. just tired i guessed... ive been working well nt reali hard but i did push myself... but sticking to tings tt i dun like all these yrs mk me feel so disgusted that i no longer could control wat i wanan do. i feel like slacking whole day doin nth.. rottin on bed.. strolling my dog. i feel so sick and tired tat i feel like crying everyday. HOW? tell me HOW... i no longer have e urge to study.... =(

Thursday, November 20, 2008

back from dreaming

hi maids, i'm back.... i feel a sudden lost in me whenever i'm back from a diving trip.... i seriously think they drugged the tank....i'm getting withdrawal syndrome now....

Monday, November 17, 2008

15 more days!!!! =)

Saturday, November 15, 2008

cornetto ice cream

gt this bendan who scared im bored in the midst of mugging for exam in the middle of the nite and bought a cornetto ice cream for me and secretly tie it to my door gate. and its like 3am!!!! AND the first ting i did was scolded him for being a delivery man acting like a thief! hahaha.. sorry... i feel so heart ache for the cab fare!!!!!! from his hse to my hse and back to his hse!!!!! can u giv me e $$$ instead next time?!! i tink i'll seriously be happier!!!! =p
but still, tis gesture is kinda swt ahaaa.... thanks!!! but dun do tat again! i'm sure i'll scold u AGAIN! haaaa