im scare.... its juz a stats mod and im strugglin like mad... my revision for my term test seems to be like for final year exam... i dunno how... i cant imagine wat gonna happened to me next sem... i gt 4 or 5 stats mod at one shot... my maths is super buang... arrgh... i dunno.. i dun like it.. i lost my sense of security... how to find it bac? i scare... scare i might just flung... seriously dunno wat i'll do... i cant do all e tut questions... i dun understand e theorem... and worse still e lecturer couldnt understand why i couldnt understand sucuh simple stuff and refuse and reluctant to teach!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............
just feeeling so NEGATive now... =.=
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Sunday, September 23, 2007
can't focus. no progress.
i hate it..
i really hate it to see pple progressing so much and i'm still there.
arghs! sucks...!! i think i really dun have the brain to study anymore.
no matter how hard i try.. there's no outcome!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS!
i really hate it to see pple progressing so much and i'm still there.
arghs! sucks...!! i think i really dun have the brain to study anymore.
no matter how hard i try.. there's no outcome!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS!
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
love
i love money.
coz' it can buy me back my confidence.
i love money.
coz' i can dive into a world of silence, away from worries.
i love money.
coz' it can buy me back my confidence.
i love money.
coz' i can dive into a world of silence, away from worries.
i love money.
Shit i'm stuck....
life is jus haiz....girls, wanna go ladies night? or we go chiong week end, i wanna drown myself with lotsa baileys and tequila shots!!!!!!!!!! i better go ladies night then. more economical.......i hope i can jus hide from the from the world for jus one night.....just one night, i won't ask for more....let go double O~! its the cheapest~! yeh or we buy baileys and hide at one corner and get drunk, or i can bring my chivas whiskey!!!! I WANNA GET DRUNK DEAD!!!!!!!
as for the trip, i guess i hav to face the reality that no one will come with me...i have to go with him alone liao....how things turn out to be like this huh?! i never thot sms, calls and msn can turn things out to be more than friends.....shit! itchy mouth, shouldn't have offered being his guide......if i'm more sensitive, things won't turn out to be like this....i will not even open my mouth.......why every time all this muz come from the third mouth....then i realise its too overwhelming......grrr.......
*still hoping!!
anyone wanna go redang????hahaha haiz i guess ill jus stick to joe they all over there, get drunk then drop dead sleep immediately..and wait for tomorrow.....
as for the trip, i guess i hav to face the reality that no one will come with me...i have to go with him alone liao....how things turn out to be like this huh?! i never thot sms, calls and msn can turn things out to be more than friends.....shit! itchy mouth, shouldn't have offered being his guide......if i'm more sensitive, things won't turn out to be like this....i will not even open my mouth.......why every time all this muz come from the third mouth....then i realise its too overwhelming......grrr.......
*still hoping!!
anyone wanna go redang????hahaha haiz i guess ill jus stick to joe they all over there, get drunk then drop dead sleep immediately..and wait for tomorrow.....
Thursday, September 13, 2007
a story to share.
hey peeps,
what will u do if u happen to know that guy G is taking advantages of girl J while going after girl P? and girl P happened to be ur friend! Will you warn girl P abt guy G? Let's hear it out from u k! TAG MY BOARD : ))
and the story goes....
*if ya lazy to read.. then focus on the BOLD sentences then*
fucking bastard G is having a scandalous relationship with J, but he claims that he and J are ONLY good buddies *like real, rolled eyes*... They did more than what friends will do lo.... K, u guys might question A why do she believe J so much.. it's because.. why would a girl ruin her reputation by spreading such shameless act?! but, i didn't say much coz... A tot things would work out and all.. and whatever they do.. it's their own affair and A think both are willing parties.
and k... recently. J was very sad and thru her, A came to know that G was interested in P but he still request 'something' from J la... wtf right?! YES, A tot it was very bastard of him to do that. So, A told P not to jump into a relationship so fast and all.. and of coz got to give a reason la... A told her abt G taking advantages of a girl while he was after P. P prompted to know more and all.. u know la... girl will always wanna know more and more...so A told her but on one condition that she had to keep her promise of not implicating anybody. BUT... A do not know what's wrong with this girl la... she let the cat out of the bag. Reason? coz she couldn't help but to confront him. A dont blame her for confronting him. but... FUCK! didn't they agree that no names should be said out?!
nvm... the asshole G called A in the middle of the night lo.. asking her why does she wanna spread something likdat abt him.. and this and that and this and that. and of coz, she told him off. HELLO??? P is her friend and she did her part as a friend to warn her against u... is she wrong to do so?!! What a jerk... ! He pushes every fault to J.. saying that she caused dispute between who and who and who and who... and she is a liar and spoiled his reputation and all and then changed his 'agenda' of the day to... 'i called to clarify and understand what the gossip is about' .... FUCK U LA! not to accused A of telling nonsense to P meh?!! THAT FUCKER made himself sounds like a pathetic victim... everybody wronged him and that caused him to have a shaky start with P and all..
my view :
but anyway, if G still wanna deny the truth between him and J to P... i've got nothing to say.. but i think P would be very dumb to believe G. So dumb till she let G and J settle this issue THEMSELVES. a lil evil suggestion.. why dont P talk to J and then both of them look for G then?! yeah?
woo... 5 stars rating?
* i know karma's a bitch and i know it's none of my business. Just some interesting story to share... so i didn't put their name.... and... and... even though i mentioned lots of 'fuck' and 'fucking' and 'fucker'... NO SEXUAL INTERCOURSE is involved la... juz ONLY heavy pe.. ahem.. touching.. anyway... it's juz a story la.. dont take it too seriously : )) *
what will u do if u happen to know that guy G is taking advantages of girl J while going after girl P? and girl P happened to be ur friend! Will you warn girl P abt guy G? Let's hear it out from u k! TAG MY BOARD : ))
and the story goes....
*if ya lazy to read.. then focus on the BOLD sentences then*
fucking bastard G is having a scandalous relationship with J, but he claims that he and J are ONLY good buddies *like real, rolled eyes*... They did more than what friends will do lo.... K, u guys might question A why do she believe J so much.. it's because.. why would a girl ruin her reputation by spreading such shameless act?! but, i didn't say much coz... A tot things would work out and all.. and whatever they do.. it's their own affair and A think both are willing parties.
and k... recently. J was very sad and thru her, A came to know that G was interested in P but he still request 'something' from J la... wtf right?! YES, A tot it was very bastard of him to do that. So, A told P not to jump into a relationship so fast and all.. and of coz got to give a reason la... A told her abt G taking advantages of a girl while he was after P. P prompted to know more and all.. u know la... girl will always wanna know more and more...so A told her but on one condition that she had to keep her promise of not implicating anybody. BUT... A do not know what's wrong with this girl la... she let the cat out of the bag. Reason? coz she couldn't help but to confront him. A dont blame her for confronting him. but... FUCK! didn't they agree that no names should be said out?!
nvm... the asshole G called A in the middle of the night lo.. asking her why does she wanna spread something likdat abt him.. and this and that and this and that. and of coz, she told him off. HELLO??? P is her friend and she did her part as a friend to warn her against u... is she wrong to do so?!! What a jerk... ! He pushes every fault to J.. saying that she caused dispute between who and who and who and who... and she is a liar and spoiled his reputation and all and then changed his 'agenda' of the day to... 'i called to clarify and understand what the gossip is about' .... FUCK U LA! not to accused A of telling nonsense to P meh?!! THAT FUCKER made himself sounds like a pathetic victim... everybody wronged him and that caused him to have a shaky start with P and all..
my view :
but anyway, if G still wanna deny the truth between him and J to P... i've got nothing to say.. but i think P would be very dumb to believe G. So dumb till she let G and J settle this issue THEMSELVES. a lil evil suggestion.. why dont P talk to J and then both of them look for G then?! yeah?
woo... 5 stars rating?
* i know karma's a bitch and i know it's none of my business. Just some interesting story to share... so i didn't put their name.... and... and... even though i mentioned lots of 'fuck' and 'fucking' and 'fucker'... NO SEXUAL INTERCOURSE is involved la... juz ONLY heavy pe.. ahem.. touching.. anyway... it's juz a story la.. dont take it too seriously : )) *
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