Nothing can explain how i feel...

i finally picked up the courage to blog without tearing...

My mum passed away on 19th Nov...
i havent got any mood to blog abt it..
(it is not tt i got the mood now but... i just think moving on is the most impt thing for me now..)


i feel so lost, yet sometimes, i still think my mum is still ard.
it's really a very complicated feeling.

sometimes, i dont understand how can a person 'go' just like that?

been very busy settling some of my mum's stuff.
there are still a lot i need to do..

and sch hasn't been very nice to me.. : ((
i opt out of attachment and next sem,
i'm gonna retake those modules which i miss their papers.
results are out.. not very good but i cleared all the papers i took.
blessing in disguise? i'm really upset with the results..
i feel so stupid.. and that my limit is only there...
nevertheless, gonna try harder next sem.
i promised my mum to graduate : )

alright this song taken from 881 soundtrack..
just reminds me of my mum..
everything is the same.
just like what my mum is suffering..

《最后一口气》

有病有痛真干苦
出出入入四排埔
打针会落头发
吃药强要吐
归日倒块眠床铺

求天公我来求佛祖
乎我好好来行路
叫父母您著来娶我
娶我甲您来作伴

今年只有四十外
乎病甲我来折磨
死袜死 活袜活
剩半条命地啦拖

人生我已经看破

(hokkien)

haiz.....

Wisdom tooth..

Yes, that stupid tooth has caused me to suffer discomfort for many many weeks......and i've finally get rid off it and i have 3 stitches in my mouth....now i can't eat anything because it's so sore and painful....i bite the gauze to sleep because i drool with blood.
The operation was not as painful as i thought it would be, the dentist is very very nice and my surgery lasted less than 1 hr because i didn't request for a rest in between....he kept goin, 'fantastic! u were very calm fantastic!" hahahahaha anyway it's not fantastic after the numbness went off. i dreamt that all my teeth drop off, the stitches came out blah blah blah all kinda things tat relate to the pain sensation in my mouth.....when i woke only to see my pillow filled with blood....aaaahhhhh and the dentist said the swelling will be even worst on the third day onwards.......aaaaaah there goes my christmas, who wants a chipmunk for christmas? i will evolve into a chipmunk in 3 days time.

cheat in exam is a no prob ting nw

this is damn cool... how to cheat during exam!!!
should go check it out!
damn... i only found out after most of my memory papers!!!

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/956273/cheat_at_school_professionally/

haf fun!!!

joke of the day

im sitting outside the examination hall at 1.15pm. thinking that the paper starts at 2, im still comofortably flipping my notes outisde. i saw e faciliator and still still at him.. and continue flipping. 1.35 i began to feel weird., how come still no PPL and SEL isnt here at all.. which is so weird... i took out my diary book to see my sitting. guess wat? i noted down e timing for e EXAM is 1PM!!!!!!

damn high sia.. i dash into the hall and they almost de-bar me from taking the paper because um SOOOoo late!!! lucky me.. they allow me to... else... i dunno how..

the paper was reali hard some more.. god bless me !!