Old Maid Club

it been long since U aLL blog!!!!
von isnt it time to update yr life, yr studies n yr bf?
ming, its oso time to update on yr further "career" advancement rite and yr gerbils? (yucks.. its RATS!!!)?
its so dull and boring here nw compare to its glamorous past. haha.. can u all update more frequently?

i'm feelin stress, very. so much wk to do yet so little time. often kena bluff by too humble ppl! one say nv do mock test paper one say dunno hw to do, din reali do. end up both of them do almost everything!!! BEST!!!

i gt alot of assignment and projects to do man. im worried tat in any case if i juz flung one module im dead man, i seriously duno hw i'll react. haaa.. i'll hide and cry till i go blind probably.. ahhaha...
yea.. my module code tingy was alrite nw. gng to have term test soon. omg.. sianz. i hate to decorate help sheet.

the module i super dislike this semester!
its survival analysis!!! damn.. i tink its called survival cause those who can survive outa tis module is call survivor!!! HAHAHAHHA.. i dislike linear algebra too. cause i suck! i duno hw to prove all the lame lame theorem. ahahhaha... and the tutor is always rushing for train!!
and maybe its quite true.. jm says when is it time tat pauline and selena nv say things are tough!!! LOLx.. damn damn damn.. i shall not believe them anymore. my mission nw is to stress them out!!! muahahaha...
*let me be evil, gd ppl nv acheive anything gd in life as well*

yea.. u guys din see wrongly.. its jm. i finally called him a call few days back. i guessed i finally gt e courage to call him ba. e courage to put everything behind. haa.. all thanks to the catalyze i met in life. he simply speed up everything in life for me! =.=
things tat i wouldnt care in the past, became more visible.

im so so so tired.. i gt so much and so many tings to do yet so little time.
im having quite alot of social activities tat drain me and myself out. i feel tat my brain is so heavy that i can absorb anymore things esp on tues and fri.

Was talking to my buddy sebes tat day. we say our "life" is like coffee, dull, bitter yet w/o fragrances! nothing good happen to me in my life.. its just series and series of unhappy events.. its reali reali draining me off.. i feel so tired tat i dun feel like moving on anymore. can anyone pls carry me? sometimes i do pray, asking God to be fair to me. alittle more! just a little more will do. a little more to ppl that are reali reali gd. to ppl who are reali reali kind?

so much so of nagging and venting of anger, i guessed its enuff for the day
tata~ =)