i miss her lots..

i flip through the pics uploaded to my facebook.
i realised i miss her lots..
is there really something call afterlife?
is she happy in her own world?
i wish she could come back in my dream..
so that i can give her my last goodbye kiss and hug.

how i wish i am a witch. (something like harry potter..)
where the person in the pics can move...
where the dead could still move about and still talk to you..
haiz...

there's still a videocam lying in the drybox..
i do not have the courage to replay those tapes.

whatever it is..
this moment..
i really wish to have her back...