bullshit does get u somewhere.

i have been really down on luck.
whatever i do... has not been very smooth for me.
in a way it seems to be.. but FUCK NO!

if i know..... grading for DIP will be average out...
i wouldnt have care sooo much for the finals.
for no fucking reason i came back to sch n work soooo hard for a week
what do i get in the end?!
i couldnt even compare myself to those pple tt wayang their way through.

i dont think i can't do better than those pple who actually scores As and B+ juz becoz their prof was nice enough, whatsoever.

now it seems to me tt
A = for pple who really work for the project. prof seen their wayang skills and all
B = for pple who did project
C = participation

every team is likdat, i supposed.

so what's the diff between a award winning team's A,B,C and a normal team's A,B,C ???

basically,
NO DIFF!

if i know i'm gonna get a b+ .... i will rather give the glory and whatever and the 45 bucks book voucher to exchange for a normal team's A. but, i bet even a stupid person also know that A is worth more than any other thing in uni. GRADES MATTER the MOST. freaking unfair. somehow i think poly system has brain than uni system. AT LEAST in poly, whatever grade i get, wo xin fu kou fu.


hai.. give up. xin hui le...
i shall not expect and hope for anything durin these few years.
the more i hope for, the greater disappointment i will get.

whatever good tt comes along.
shall be my incentives.

full stop.