why

why.. do i always have to be so itchy hearted.
why.. do i always get myself so bothered abt something i couldnt change.
why.. do i always have this sense of insecurity?
why.. can't i learn to forget...
why.. am i thinking so much?

i can't last anymore.

why.. some people can be sooo insensitive.
why.. can't they put themselves in other pple shoes.
why.. ???


crying is weak n pitiful.
weakness is sign of failure.
don't only dislike someone.
hate her...
sense of satisfaction.



emo la.....! : ((



anyway... kaibin.. u reading this?!
when are we watching our R21 show?!
those gals in hall are still underage lei!!!

mingli and ling....
i wanna go redang with u gals...
dive my troubles and worries away.
at least, i can slp soundly there.

I miss Joe.
Joe miss Ling.
Ling wants to see Fredrick.
Fredrick miss Ming.
Ming miss...... Robert?
or some ang mohs tt can kiss her under the stars?!

wan me go redang.. ???
faster arrange my diver lover boy there.

underwater relationship.
--- diving.

cuddle on the hammock...
kiss under the stars...
slp by the beach...

weeeeee....
romantic!!!