i need a hug n a rest

been reali reali reali busy and lazy... been unproductive for 3 days man.. i hate tis kinda feeling.. just mk me feel tat im super lazy!!! haix.... but im just tired.. i just keep sleepin.. i need a break,... i missed my holidays!!!!! 6 more weeks to e exam n im so looking forward to it man!!! hahaa... i dunno y.. i just need to release myself.. goosh... i hate e life im ruling now... sometimes i seen to run out of wat's my objectives in life... im rushing my reports like mad... but i cant do them.. i dunno hw to write.... arrgh.... im just too tired to carry on walking.. i need a shoulder to rest upon... i need a hug to warmth my soul.. i wun cry, i'll be strong.

my bro gt his Alevel results!!! A A B C... i guessed its pretty good! i wun even get to smell it... hhahaha..... even if i reali tk my A level i guessed i'll end up scoring all C like my sis! haaa.. still i feel tat UNI is just so biased!!! ppl like my sista scoring all Cs can get into uni while ppl like sugi farin so well in poly dun even get to smell their ass!!!!

i guessed.. mayb im just stressed out.. haa.. cant write my report.. been pretty slow and lazy these few days... im breakin down soon.... ARRGHHHHHHHH......................i hate tis kinda feelin man... been so long since i feel so helpless again!!! feeling alone... feelin lonely... i need a real life!!! not e one im living now... sometimes i wonder why doi have to study so hard. i gt tis fren who onli gt O level cert.. on top of it, he dun even have 3 credits.. which is as gd as just having N level cert... he;s earning at least 2-2.5 k a month!!! im like... envy?!?! i dunno hw shd i react. But the morale of the story is... having a degree doesnt make u richer!!!! ahahhaha.. . . i wan a richy rich hubby so tat i dun ever needa study again!!! muahahahhahaha~

its so gd tat you can dive wid e sotong sashimi.. goosh.. i bet it taste damn nice.. too bad la.. i cant join u all... i gonna save $$ for my sch fees as well... im applying for internships... may i get it!!!!! debra's out of TP now!! congrats!!! *clap* another grad from BIE!!! a shitty course thou! hahahah...... wonderin wat she intend to do, she's aint sure as well.. haa... as usual ba i guessed... not many ppl noe wat they want till they're old... do U?!