im tired... gt so much wk and reports to do... SIANZ is just e word man... i wanna go diving.. i wanna go snorkellin... well well.. i hope i'm able so! haaa...
my interhship proposal kena reject by HSBC! sianz.. their recruitment end at jan! wth sia.. i tot im early.. end up im so damn late.. let alone to talk bout other banks.. i tink im seriously too late.. gonna wait till next yr le!! =(
was thinkin bout e past me n e present me.. something's seen to be missing.. i duno wat's tat.. e happy me?!?! e one who laugh n smile all day long? or its e confident me who think highly of herself n tot she'll b more capable as others? or i've lost my prime? or its bcuz e person who make my laugh has gone? i dunno wat i've become man... i used to look down on ppl who are useless, who quit sch over nth.. who accomplish nth in life... but lookin at myself nw, i fall into e useless category as well... shd i hate n dislike myself as well?! i did have e tot of quittin sch... but i promised him i'll hang on... its goona b a tough journey on my own... i dun laugh as much as b4... either do i aim for anything nw.. the colors in my life seems to fade off... watever it is.. i just wanna get outa NUS!!
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